Gratitude.

thanks to - bunny, xian (sorry for the not-so-positive words), oni, jing (bullying or cheering me to be exact ??) - whom constantly cheer me on, allowing me to slowly regain my confidence, n believing in miracles. though i'm eager to resolve this issue, one way or the other; i'll stick to my plan of staying low for now, refraining, restraining myself .. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger ..