i still remembered clearly the day she told me "one day i might just disappear, until i settled down you will not hear from me". my fists tighten, i had to restrain myself from slapping her in the face. after i'd recovered from the shock, she was of course warned, to tell me everything even if she were to disappear into thin air this very minute ..
since the conversation, i feared when any incidents occur. i feared of losing her to nothing. she isn't as expressive with emotions as i'm, nor does she voices out her anger until she is cornered.
"i may not be good with words, but -bun-, i'll always be there to support you in anyways that i can. even if i had to turn my back on our parents, i'll do it for You, have no doubt of that. i promise .."
(for more details, read Dreaded .. )
i believe i'm real, for i do not fake myself. -baboon- once told me "you're a good friend". n with all my heart, i hope he is correct ..