zillions of people trying to control the way you're living Your life, being all mighty n powerful n frustratingly .. trying to act like they are highly above you. "you shouldn't do this, you should do that .." why not just say "you should live your life the way i said so" ..
i ended up doing the "deep inhale-exhale" routine throughout the rest of the day. never failed to ruin my day, making me frown uncontrollably n blasting extreme loud musics solely for distraction, n also to remove my instinctive move of dwelling in negativity.
be helpful if you must, give life example if you want, but piss off if you're trying to push me around or even get the slightest idea that you can lead me by the nose. you lived yours, let me live mine; thank you very much ..
n a sincere thank you, to -rollakid-, for listening n crapping n .. ended up conflicting with me for the rest of the day. you're the hero of the day !! :pじゃましないで、お願い ..
Who is that? Trying to give you instructions? Back off!!!
ReplyDeleteakira: i'm not gonna reveal who that is here, but it sure is frustrating ..
ReplyDeletecrap?
ReplyDeletewho crap?crap who???
Ahhhh... I smell blood tonight.. Is someone going to die soon? *Brandishing a huge chopper behind the back*
ReplyDeletehi understand how you feel. good for you to let it out.
ReplyDeleteWasn't me! :o
ReplyDelete先に吃驚でしたよ俺は。誤解です、本当に。争うがやだよ、苦しいですから、だって君は俺大切の友達。。。 でしょう？
joshua: someone ..
ReplyDeletemarcus: i sure hope so. *pondering* would you have the honour, your excellency ?? *attracted by the shimmering steel of the handsome chopper*
quachee: thanks for understanding. :)
rollakid: も大丈夫、きりしないで。そうよ、大切ですよ。まいい、この事件も終わりだ、一緒に前へ進むね！
Just do like me.. shut up the door.. senang cerita.................
ReplyDeleteprim3: remembered i did that that before ?? i ain't going back into the dark, it makes me feel worse .. now come out you !! *snoop*
ReplyDeleteHmm, ok, just wanna ask, did he hurt you by his words?
ReplyDeleteakira: he did. n ruined the rest of my day completely with the words that he said.
ReplyDeleteNah, just forget about his damn words... He cant ruin your life, that's it!
ReplyDeleteakira: the day is long enough to get through. honestly, there are even some leftover feelings right now. ah well, moving on ..
ReplyDeleteMoving forward, don't care what the rubbish he told you on that day... Forget it, just to make sure you got own life...
ReplyDeleteakira: true. i'm slowly forgetting about it. which is definitely a good sign. :)
ReplyDeleteYeah, hope to see you can smile everyday too!
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