Sunday, November 23, 2008

Paranoid.



agitation n rapid breathing took hold of me within the short hours. all came too aggressively n brutally, not giving slight chance to regain strength. choked in paranoia. it has to happen this instance, breaking the contentment built in previous days. desperately holding it in, i was in no control of myself. saddens, soundless tears escaped smoothly down my cheeks. dumbfound, i voiced no excuses, successful in seeking for a cuddle or two.

ひとりでやだ!

16 comments :

  1. Hope everything is okay, I know that feeling, it's... unpleasant.

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  2. akira: the moment i wrote it, i wasn't. during the scheduled time, i was much better. thanks. :)

    alex, oms: thanks. :)

    rollakid: very unpleasant indeed, with the frustrations heating up inside. but i guess when it finally burst, it feels much calmer.

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  3. Good to hear that! Sorry for not chatting with you for this past few days... Very busy with my coursework... T.T

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  4. akira: thanks. though unable to chat, your concern is pretty much appreciated already. :)

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  5. Dont worry ya! I still will be here, when you need me... :P

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  6. akira: i think you mean "here" in the blogging world. hehe.

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  7. Haha, can be treat as MSN or SMS or calling?

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  8. akira: not really i think, since we rarely catchup with each others' life except through blogging lately. ;)

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  9. It's getting busier and busier for me lately... Even sign in MSN, but cannot chat with anyone, too focus on my stuffs... T.T

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  10. akira: that's exactly the case. but no worries, we'll still be here for you when you finally settle down. ;)

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  11. Levian:
    Argh, I finally settled the booklet for the camp, now have to finalise for the whole operation during the camp...

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  12. akira: another tedious process? hang in there! :)

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  13. Yup, finally I can finalise everything here...

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