Attention Craving.

as hard as you listen tentatively, care or stood up for those around you when they needed the attention; they rarely care to return the favor when you are the one craving for a little attention or two. often brushed off with an inattentive reply, the focus soon shifted back to themselves or towards others around them. signs of reduced appreciation surfacing. painfully, i take in the fact that i wasn't as important to them as i perceived. swallowing the bitterness, my breathing heaves n turns rapid.

everyone for themselves, human Nature is a cruel lesson to grasp.

私はまだまだだめです。