being accepted used to seemed so dreamy, so distant n impossible like it would never happen in the real world. especially not within such a short notice. but to her surprise, it did! it happened with her being absolutely wide awake. incapable of stopping him from further belittling himself, assuming fiercely that it was what she had in mind. as much as she dislike not clearing things up, she knew it was wiser to take a step back. she had learn through the hard way, to leave things the way it was, to not get offended when he got defensive. soon she was able to leave the place peacefully, happily enjoying the precious time they shared together.