Pessimist.

she knew clearly the line particularly set for her not to overstep, responding accordingly to every upcoming situation but still, she obediently stayed within the border. when she thought she finally achieved minimal result, assumptions started flying around like some incurable disease, coming n going at will, eagerly initiating chaos under every originally peaceful engagements. such incidents reflectively showing one not only assumed solely the worst of others, but also of oneself. for often the one who lack self-esteem is the one assuming such thoughts on others. believing that she had tried everything that she could think of, she finally admitted that staying invisible was way easier said than done. steering clear didn't help, staying out of the way didn't either, even avoiding unnecessary eye contact resulted to null.

ほかに何かやるする。