Quiddity.

it became so utterly clear to her, and yet none had even the slightest sense of its existence, hovering closely right above them, gazing upon the clueless masses beneath. her throat grew lumpy, eyes started to sting, forcing herself to switch all her attention to something else, watching as he continued to run around freely, looping and spinning and swirling and jumping, putting out an increasing amount of energy just for the fun of it. but the second he caught her eye, caught her looking at him, she looked away. the last thing she needed was for him to read those particular thoughts of hers. thoughts that needed to be protected from him, just to keep everything orderly and straight, tucked away in its place. it was easier that way.

明らかになった。