feel rather contented lately. the feeling of being needed n cherished. barely did anything, yet being appreciated just by spending the time together. it fills me totally. *reliefs*
a sudden burst of sadness usually results in a sudden burst of happiness. even the most stressful classes i have every week, turned out to be a snap of fingers. i guess it is the re-directed focus thingy ..
while we were sitting around with a bunch of friends the other day, i was suddenly asked a question by one of the guys. "girls prioritize their relationship, don't they?", i nodded firmly. n at that exact moment, noticed my partner looking straight at me. dodging his glance. yes, "prioritizing the relationship" - is the exact reason we were having our issues by then. (thank god its "case-closed" n concluded -for now- .. )
taking a step back from the conflicts that we had, i suddenly realized how very fortunate we are !! at least we have the chance to create conflict, to fight for what we feel important. n these conflicts will merely served as our stepping stones towards a stabler relationship. *grateful*
our friend, however, ain't so fortunate. their relationship started less than 1 month ago. oh wait .. it was only 1 week or so .. reason being: she ain't pretty. why start the relationship in the first place, while you knew it won't work ?? is it funny to break other's heart ?? or maybe he was "testing" ?? what the .. *sigh*
how sad it is to place "appearance" as the most crucial factor while in search of a partner. there are so much more underneath. so much more that meets the eyes. things that really matters !! .. *taking a deep breathe* .. ah well, i suppose we all have our own values in life. for him, maybe it is appearance ..
may god free his mind, as he had free mine ..