despite my struggles n messy thoughts on the current status of our relationship, a short passage that i had just read halted me in my thoughts .. i had been so concentrate on the worries that i had, yet i didn't realize how far we had come !! yea, i know it is unfair to him .. *introspecting*
if i were to compare to 1-year ago, things are considered to be cheerful instead. though still lack of in-depth understanding, but obvious improvements can be seen.
it is so easy to get trapped inside the "negativity" thingy .. though i'm deeply concern. but for now, taking a break from all these thoughts, i'll be thankful. thankful for the halt that makes me realize that my biggest enemy now, might be myself.
there are issues to be solved, there are "actions" to be taken (or to be exact, actions "not" to be taken - refer to the Active or Passive post), yet negativity is NEVER the attitude to face nor to solve the issues.
we are in fact, aiming for a better tomorrow. not for a fight that erupts any moment ..
i'm finally able to stop my drilling in the misdirected thoughts. i will continue to work hard from now on, with or without action, i will still put my full effort in it !! *cheering myself forward*