i admit being rather competitive ("kiasu" as we called it locally) at the early stage. the game soon turned dull n unattractive. it is, indeed, a signal to start evaluating the attitude thingy .. as a result, the negative thoughts were abandoned soon after. "kiasu-ism" declared Failed to rule me !! as the emotion faded, i'm once again enjoying the game at my very own pace !! *peace*
it's all a matter of Perspectives. in fact, it is "just" a game. start comparing n competing, it's gonna lose it's main purpose (Fun!). can't wait for more discovery - on the game, n Myself !!