who would be the first person you turn to when you stumbled into a "Stuck" situation ?? partner, family, friends .. that's the exact sequence i took. difficult times are often known to be one of the best chance to perceive a person's mindset - the willingness, the efforts, the hesitations ..
a last minute job interview caused me extreme distress n pressure, a chance too good to left slipped by. yet late hour made the task of photostatting n getting ready the documents almost impossible to accomplish. desperately, i seek help from others.
sensing resentment in his tone, my jaw dropped in disbelieve. just when i thought i'm Involved, the table turned. pained, i move on to my family. -bun- n -mum- voluntarily place everything into place for me. -dad- who very seldom meddle with our business, too, lend a helping hand. n with their Magic, everything went accordingly.
i struggle to restrain myself from judging, since i promised myself a year before i jump to any conclusion. humans ain't Perfect after all ..がんばって！
as my breathing heaved, the heart tightens, knotted into a bundle as i slumbered. with fractured trust, the sun rose like any other day. a whole new day, with me intending to mend the cracks unnoticed ..