Confrontation.

are you more of a confrontation type of person or a keeping-to-yourself type ?? being impulsive, confrontation is always at the top of my list. getting things over would be the topmost priority at all times, especially deadly n acidic negative feelings. obviously it is much easier said than done, as large amount of Courage is required to move forward, to take the leap that sometimes transform into the vital plunge of death .. my mind is in a messy state this moment i scribble. neither had i fed nor slept well in days. if only i possess the skill to initiate a less aggressive confrontation. i can't do this alone, i'm such a wimp !! gosh ..

tears welled up in my eyes without warning. my body curled up in a self-protective manner as i slide farther down under the covers. biting hard as i refrained from releasing the frustrating grunts. filled with uncertainty, hysterically, i chanted repetitively "dear god, please spare me the agony .." n broke into an uncontrollable sobs as i slowly slumbered into another night of unsettled sleep.

も限界だ ..