Saturday, September 27, 2008

Defensiveness.



not many chance were i exposed to these sorta group outings, insecurity battled inside me defensively. tried to force my head back into the game; had lotsa fun while i'm at it, but soon looses its charm after each game ended.

moo-moo chan, which he won from the arcade's claw machine (toy catcher) soothes that anxiety almost immediately. sweet moments stacked over these couple of days filled my mind like an ecstasy. i was soon loosen up n smiling at ease. a little Reassurance that matters a Lot.

調和お捜す!

16 comments :

  1. UFO Catcher!!

    I'm never good at that thing...

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  2. Hehe, at least you can smile when he gave you the moo moo chan...

    Psst, ask your Piggy to grab some soft toys for us will ya? Hehe...

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  3. rollakid: neither am i. it does seemed rather unfair having the plushies "planted" instead of just placed there.

    akira: at least the anxiety is removed. n i'm back being myself instead of drifting around doubting if i'm really there. seriously, i'm just not myself when i'm with people i ain't familiar with. it took time to build the trust.

    are you sure ?? i'll still hold the other toys Hostage if he does get it. :p

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  4. why suddenly become cow???

    muuuuu~~~~~~~

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  5. on the second tot, your english is really deep

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  6. joshua: become ?? but moo moo chan is a Cow since the very beginning.

    sharon: hope i did not confuse you too much. i enjoy playing with words, it is an art after all. ;)

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  7. Glad to see you are back with yourself!!! XD... Gosh, I had another episode 2 this morning... This time in vegas...

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  8. Moo moo chan! What a cute name! :)

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  9. Know what, Princess? The first time I played the toys catching hand, I thought to myself that I could surely get many toys from it, but not at all. I thought it was easy to grab one, but lol... no many how many times I tried, I still couldn't make it. What about you dear? Do you think this game is kinda er.. hard to grab one? Lol... perhaps only barbie find it hard heh heh....

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  10. : thanks. :)

    akira: did you catch gundam last night ?? so when can we go into space for episode 3 ?? XD

    宝茹: hehe thanks !! i can't stop poking it lately. :p

    barbie: personally, i think it is almost impossible to grab one. i'm not exactly a technical person, too much steps accordingly makes me lose all my judgment, n i'll end up not getting anything. XD

    but i guess it would be the process that's fun ?? shrieking when it falls out of the claw ?? not to mention watching others failed as well. :p

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  11. no,i mean u always talk about cat, but why this times is cow????

    hehehehehe=p

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  12. Nope, I dream about my godsister visited me last night... Haha... I hope to have the Episode 3 - The Path to Outta Space with Gundam!!! Haha, I'm the Director!

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  13. joshua: because moo moo chan is a cow ?? i can't say it is a cat, can i ?? ;)

    akira: you indeed sounded like the director of your dreams. like it is under your control or something. XD

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  14. I wish I can control it... Yer, I want to hit jackpot in my real life!!!

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  15. akira: am i sensing your evil side surfacing ?? :p

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