the feeling of being bugged with trivial matters when you're sick is nerve wrecking. yea, Controlling, i get it. but would you mind backing off a little, just let me breath for Now ??
years earlier i finally figured out that i'll always be a child to them. the fact that they are getting old, has locked that "child" image tight in their mindset. further conflicts are avoided after i accepted that fact .. unless i'm cornered (i snap when i'm cornered).
for that reason alone, i have no urge of staying home. the only corner worth returning to, is my computer n the little sanctuary i designed around it. would be great to add a little privacy to it .. but no, even privacy is too much to ask for, monitoring is on 24/7 as long as i'm home.
but for Now, please just give me some Peace n Quiet, thank you ..お静かにくださいよ ..