Embrace.

despite the heated body temperature n afternoon sweat, i clanged tight for the hug i longed for what seemed like eons. a hug that soothes the volatile n unsettled emotions within, a hug that is more influential than any spoken words.

overpowered by the Fear of my "freedom to express" being withdrawn, i was instantaneously taken over to the dark side. for days i stayed cloaked within the shadowy corner, for days i whined soundlessly.

the moment i was drown within that tight embrace, the world was suddenly coated in thick chocolate. as i savour the mixture of the sweetness from the hug n the sourness from the incident, suddenly nothing else mattered. i was soaring through the sky that very moment .. free at last !!

今幸せだ！

Zodiacs: The Earth Signs

after the earlier post on the Fire signs, next would be the Earth signs ..

Fire Signs: Aries, Leo, Sagittarius
EARTH Signs: Capricorn, Taurus, Virgo
Air Signs: Gemini, Libra, Aquarius
WATER Signs: Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces



TAURUS
Taurus is Fixed Earth, really fixed. this is the sign of Inertia - slow to get moving, but impossible to stop. it is also the most sensual sign in the zodiac. Taurus likes its physical pleasures, especially eating.
it is difficult for Taurus to make a fast decision. they like to “chew things over” for a long time before deciding. discussion can help speed up the process. if they have a full stomach and something sweet in their mouths, they are more likely to say yes to your request.
Taurus are most attached to physical things and pleasures, as well as where they tend to never give in. it shows where they can be rigid and blocked.

Saw (2004)

the film Not recommended for the fainthearted. Mind is indeed the most interesting invention of god. thought the old man's mind isn't as sexy as Hannibal's, but he is nonetheless interesting. who would have thought a dying old man's mind can be awaken to such an extreme level ?? with his remaining life, he tested humans' limitations n their survival instinct. every sign, every item placed within range has it's own purpose ..

Confrontation.

are you more of a confrontation type of person or a keeping-to-yourself type ?? being impulsive, confrontation is always at the top of my list. getting things over would be the topmost priority at all times, especially deadly n acidic negative feelings. obviously it is much easier said than done, as large amount of Courage is required to move forward, to take the leap that sometimes transform into the vital plunge of death .. my mind is in a messy state this moment i scribble. neither had i fed nor slept well in days. if only i possess the skill to initiate a less aggressive confrontation. i can't do this alone, i'm such a wimp !! gosh ..

tears welled up in my eyes without warning. my body curled up in a self-protective manner as i slide farther down under the covers. biting hard as i refrained from releasing the frustrating grunts. filled with uncertainty, hysterically, i chanted repetitively "dear god, please spare me the agony .." n broke into an uncontrollable sobs as i slowly slumbered into another night of unsettled sleep.

も限界だ ..