yuki (ゆき、雪)..

my punk is always keen on discovering new prey. this is a post i promised -akira- way back. finally found the photographs that served as the proofs that he meddled with the scorpion .. ;)

Support.

who would be the first person you turn to when you stumbled into a "Stuck" situation ?? partner, family, friends .. that's the exact sequence i took. difficult times are often known to be one of the best chance to perceive a person's mindset - the willingness, the efforts, the hesitations ..

a last minute job interview caused me extreme distress n pressure, a chance too good to left slipped by. yet late hour made the task of photostatting n getting ready the documents almost impossible to accomplish. desperately, i seek help from others.

sensing resentment in his tone, my jaw dropped in disbelieve. just when i thought i'm Involved, the table turned. pained, i move on to my family. -bun- n -mum- voluntarily place everything into place for me. -dad- who very seldom meddle with our business, too, lend a helping hand. n with their Magic, everything went accordingly.

i struggle to restrain myself from judging, since i promised myself a year before i jump to any conclusion. humans ain't Perfect after all ..

as my breathing heaved, the heart tightens, knotted into a bundle as i slumbered. with fractured trust, the sun rose like any other day. a whole new day, with me intending to mend the cracks unnoticed ..

がんばって！

Zodiacs: The Fire Signs

came across a zodiac site earlier on, rather interesting in giving general description. i'll separate the details into 4 posts, according to its elements. first, the Fire signs ..

FIRE Signs: Aries, Leo, Sagittarius
Earth Signs: Capricorn, Taurus, Virgo
Air Signs: Gemini, Libra, Aquarius
Water Signs: Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces



ARIES
Aries is Cardinal Fire (cardinal signs take action). Aries has a reputation for charging right in. the placement of the sign of Aries in horoscope shows one of the places where they tend to take initiative and plunge right in.

Patience.

Patience is one the best ability that i do Not posses. enduring the repetitive procedures n pointless yapping bored me.

best solution often leads to Companionship. seeking especially someone with high elasticity that is able to absorb my craps, yet not ignoring me. -baboon- n -bun- are one of the first few to notice my attention-seeking inner-self.

problem lies in me not being a requester, making that option almost impossible to achieve. as the tension n stress build up inside, second option would resort towards Musics. few of my current favorite stress relievers would be Within Temptation, Timbaland, n Step Up 2 the Street (soundtrack). blasting the music out loud often soothes the anxiety within me.

so what are your stress relievers ?? :)

皆努めるね！

Birthday.

i thought it was gonna be a quiet birthday compared to Last Year's, but i was dead wrong. others were more excited of my birthday than i'm !!

just a week before, birthday cards were received from -juli- (australia) n -baboon- (singapore). n a package from -akira- (penang). -piggy- chosed me a gift aday earlier with me lurking right beside him. now this is a first, never was i present at the scene of My present picking session.*chuckles*

Jumper (2008)

the film's teleportation idea is indeed Cool !! however, the main let down has to be the ending. in fact, it has No Ending !! despite the exciting one hour ride, the ending kinda ruined the mood, making it rather typical. they just don't live happily ever after, do they ..

is it me, or does the main actor looked more of a bad guy than a good ?? if you're wondering why he looks so familiar, he is Anakin Skywalker in Star Wars. i remembered clearly the scene where both his legs are chopped off by Kenobi. yes, first impression counts .. *clear throats*

kitty..

the feline that "guards" the shop at night. not for food this time, but solely for a warm place to crash for the night. it was extremely afraid of humans, thus i can only take a shot from within the gate.

Underbar Summer アンダーバーサマー (2006)

another typical "one guy, many girls" (harem) anime. simple plot, but the drawings are indeed beautiful. worth a catch only if you have extra time on your hand. he is a high school student, enjoying his final year with friends (which are mostly girls). he has no special feeling towards either one of them. approaching the last summer in high school, he decides to like one of them by the end of vacation.

Spam Comment.

mayday !! my base is under attack !! mayday !!

this time, it is some guy named -arjun- or -praveenboss- (mottaboss04@gmail.com). oh crap .. now i'm even advertising him. what the .. well anyway, this guys is definitely getting on my nerves, probably using some sort of automated mechanism to "attack", as if these cheap comments are gonna do him any good ..

it kinda reminds me of my previous recorded spam comments attacks
- the Portuguese Attack, n
- the University Attack.

my personal commenting style are usually quite direct - "don't comment if you don't give a damn about it". there ain't no point pretending that you care when you don't. it's not like playing-pretend is gonna get you any further. try pretending for 1-year .. d'oh ..

excuse my fury post, but i have to rant somewhere. better yet, share my experience with someone who needed help with similar encounter .. i hope.

Cat Mario: Solutions

final scene, you Won !!

have you completed Cat Mario ?? (download game: here) posted below are 2 versions of walkthrough - 1 funny n 1 fast-paced. both serving the same purpose of guiding you through the game.

note: the funny walkthrough is highly recommended if you have the time.

Influences.

somehow people change subconsciously over time. it didn't matter if they denied your existence when you're in fact already part of their life. but when you left, there were pieces of you that stayed with that person, with or without them admitting it. your hobby maybe, or your style of clothing, or even the phrases you often use ..

as uninvolved as i used to feel, as rejected as i was, i noticed signs of me being adapted n accepted unconsciously into part of him.

before i caused any misunderstanding, i ain't the type that regret over the choices that i made. Humans simply fascinate me, n experiences build me. =3

just as a Wise Person once told me: hang on during difficult times, for when you look back at your life, you'll find it more colourful than it originally is, all because of the people n experiences that you had is Nonexchangeable.

for the memories that i possessed, thrill of gratitude filled me. i thank god for the people that stopped by to sprinkle their magic dusts, making my experiences unique, making me who I am.

独特の人間ですね！

Cat Mario

are you a fan of super Mario ??

here's something New - the Cat Mario. similar yet .. not so similar to our well-known Mario brothers. developed by the Japanese, proven (personally) to be a truly Hilarious n Satisfying adventure !!

download at your own risk (of annoyance) : the Cat Mario

Gaming: Cabal

Wars erupt from time to time between guilds. surprisingly most of the time, the reasons are quite childish, such as "one gets offended" or "one gets ks (kill steal) -ed".

we were just there for the Show !!

Flight of the Bumblebee

the post devoted for the love of Classical !! not me, but for -joshua-, the classical addict. n also to -akira-, a Nick Lachey fan. :)

"Flight of the Bumblebee" is an orchestral interlude. not the typical type of choirs i have in mind. but this one is Fun n Intense !!

Nada Sou Sou 涙そうそう (2006)

remarried parents made them siblings. he devoted his life for a younger sister whom he sworn to protect. the love between the siblings was indeed touching, especially with him sensing her need of support n appearing out of nowhere to rescue her from danger.

a simple n predictable film worth catching if you're into the happiness n difficulties they faced in life. be warned that this is another japenese movie that did Not have a "happily ever after" ending ..

yuki (ゆき、雪)..

my punk chilling n getting all comfy on top of my piano. watch those curved paws ?? totally marking his spot n getting all cozy. =3

Imperfection.

had been taking a wild emotional trip lately.

the ride, awesome. not in an emotional way of course. but awesome in a way i get the big picture of who seriously gives a damn when my mood practically went down the hill. (yes, i'm clearly aware of how difficult i'm during this period of time ..)

-piggy-, -bun- n -mummy- had been tolerating n taking in awfully lot of craps from me. while -baboon- 's charm worked perfectly by talking sense into that thick head of mine.

isn't Love just wonderful, surfacing especially when you needed it. it's definitely Magic !! yes, it is !!

神様のまほです！

Avril Lavigne

came across this article about avril the other day, caused me to suddenly think of checking her wedding photographs out. it is simple yet doubtlessly, Elegant !!

spouse: Deryck Whibley (Sum 41)
married: July 15, 2006
divorced: October 9, 2009

Hellboy II: The Golden Army (2008)

a recommendation especially for those who caught the first of the sequel. the big guy was still as humorous. with love n responsibility added in this sequel, he showed his sentimental side. n of course, the ride was filled with many, Many unique n fascinating mystical creatures !! though most of them were left unexplored.

Tag: Childhood

was tagged by -elezend- to post my baby photograph, along with a current one. i ain't gonna post a personal one, so .. i'll stick with those i took with -bun- n -mummy- ..

-bun- n i weren't exactly close when we were younger. in fact, we were each others' worst enemy. we fought for attention .. or for the satisfaction of annoying n getting on each others' nerves. *smirk*

n now .. we were the best definition of sisterhood (as define by those around us).

kitty..

a kitty with beautiful Icy-blue eyes !! what's suppose to be snowy white fur coat, turned yellowish n brownish without much love n care. *caressed*

Blamed.

how i wished to be outta town right now, to be away from all these fake smiles n backstabbing. has been eons since i last stare at the night sky within a warm embrace .. away from the neon lights n shimmering signboards.

can one be blamed for loving their sister too much ??

just when you thought you have been behaving yourself, it backfired. i guess he'll always be this way. i hope at least god cherish our hard work. i watched in Concern n Dread .. so this is the real colour of the guy she relies her life onto. the longer i hang around, a clearer picture reveals itself. why would one be surprised that she's struggling n rotting inside ??

may god give him guidance .. or at least free her from the torments.

うるさいなやつですね ..

Involvement.

a lost-license case shouldn't be difficult to imagine, especially the owner's frustration !! as a bystander of the recent occurrence of such case, i felt pretty much contended after the chaos finally ended.

the reason ?? simple .. cause i'm Involved !!
(what more can you ask for in a relationship ??)

appreciation filled me completely throughout the process. actions that i'm able to perform are truly limited, other than giving my support n companionship, n trying to make things as cheerful n optimistic as i can.

involvement itself meant so great to me. everyone can handle the happy moments or good attitudes, how about the bad n challenging ones ?? obviously we ain't perfect to start with. now this is the part i would refer to Life as "Interesting".

至極感謝してますね！

Onimusha 新鬼武者: Dawn of Dreams (2008)

this is a full-length CG film based on its video game (PS2). basically formed by the game's CG cut scenes all put together. the starting graphic was Awesome !! said to be the best graphics for known RPGs. he was a samurai warrior who possesses the dark power of the Oni, who found out about his father's evil plot. with the help of his friends whom he met along the way, he set out to stop his father. n thus the journey began.

Months

some personalities to tell you "Who You Are" from your months. we might need a little Ego Boost now n then ..

JANUARY
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-earth. Stubborn.

21 (2008)

a very Impressive true-life adventure !! i still don't understand how the counting scheme works. however, despite how hard they tried to explain it, the film still remained rather interesting n intense !!

the conclusion i get from the film .. "it takes more than a genius to get into Harvard Med school. you have to be at least, Unique". raising the quality through unconscious advertising ?? :P

yuki (ゆき、雪)..

a perfect shot of my proud punk. ain't he just so full of himself ?? how can you not Love Him ?!! =3

Genting: Dreamz.

Genting's live shows (such as theaters or musicals) always managed to fill me with adoration. especially this time where the mystical Big Cats showed their magical appearances !! the special "guest stars" were the stunningly coated white lion n the white tiger. others included the common yellowish tiger n 2 large size dogs (i ain't familiar with dogs' breeds). the magical ride, which lasted for one hour n a half, was absolutely Mesmerizing !! (they didn't allow photographs taking within the Pavilion hall, else you won't be seeing only the posters ..)