Captivating.

for the first time in my life, unbelievably, i wasn't blame for throwing a tantrum, an automated n uncontrollable one released by my inner Leo. yes, like mentioned before, the type that usually makes me "snapped n left feeling guilty later".

how difficult it is to be accepted for who i'm. n i was simply left dazzled by his easeful Acceptance !! as rapid as the emotion arises, it calmed in a similar manner. amazingly, i wasn't even left with a chance to drill.

thank you, -piggy-, you're the best-est !! 

幸せですね !!

Perfection.

relaxing in the living room, buried in loads of DVDs, little giggles here n there, little conflict that goes on n off .. n the best part ?? i'm free to express myself !! i was happy, i was in Paradise !!

or has things just became a little Too perfect ??

i'm a karma-believer. i believe every "good" is followed by a "bad", or vice versa. just as Cinderella had to go through the sufferings to finally meet her prince charming. (although i can't stop wondering what happens after that ..)

the fear of having "Happiness slipped away", crosses my mind every single time when gleefulness is inside me. could it be insecurity ?? or past experience ?? -piggy- said that i think too much. -baboon- explained that some guys are goal-oriented - "moving forward after successfully obtaining the current goal". (clarification: by using the word "goal", i include everything - studies, jobs, life, or even in obtaining material items, etc. )

though i might be the type that dive in whole-heartedly (betting for everything or nothing), but fear does escape my grips n taunts me periodically.

(clarification) before we all jump to conclusion that i'm unhappy, i'm Not. i'm happy right now, just having doubts when being cloaked within too much happiness in such a sudden manner.

weird for having such thought ?? i know, i'm still figuring myself out as well. ;)

不確ですね ..

In Her Shoes (2005)

a very, very, very Lovely film !! it has brought tears to my eyes numerous times. or maybe it was sisterhood thingy that has such Huge effect on me. it was like living amongst them, feeling what they felt.

as different as we are, we can't live without each other; as much as we want to kick each others out, we are incomplete without each other.

Love shall Conquer the World !! *watery eyes*

"here's the deepest secret no one knows,
here is the root of the root, n the bud of the bud,
n the sky of the sky of a tree called life,
which grows higher than the soul can hope, or mind can hide
it is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart.

i carry your heart,
i carry it in my heart .."
- a beautiful poem taken from In Her Shoes.

Tag: 7 Musics

was tagged by -joshua- to state 7 musics that affect my life. sounds rather difficult, for i don't particularly like any song. n for the "affecting my life" part, herm .. but i'll try to list out some songs that i interpret as "cool".

most of the Musicals (such as Moulin Rouge, Phantom of the Opera, Sweeney Todd) are successful in thrilling me with their enchanting musics.